Recap

As I sit and read a lot of highlights from different people on social media about 2019 I can't help but think how rough it was for me. I spent an entire year having one big long drawn out anxiety attack. I had days when I thought today is the day I am going to lose my mind. Today is the day I can't be left alone with my kids. Today is the day I am going to jump out of the window. Today is the day when all shit is going to hit the fan, and I am just going to have to deal with it. I locked myself in the closet one day because I just could not deal with another thing. I've had to call on friends so I could sit at their homes so I wouldn't be alone. I had A LOT of lows. I spent a lot of nights angry, sad, crying and straight up annoyed with my entire existence. I also spent a year learning myself and my triggers. I launch this blog to help other women who suffered just as much as I have, but no one knew. My prayer and my goal is that if by speaking up I just help one person then I have served my purpose. I look forward to a bright and happy 2020, but I know it won't be easy. Matter of fact I expect it to be harder, but I am ready. Pity party over buckle up and let's get ready to conquer 2020!

I have made some Mom 2020 goals they are listed below. All my moms out there do you make Mom goals? What are they?

Mom Goals for 2020

1. Provide self-care fo myself I can probably take care of my children

2. Make kids eat more veggies less junk

3. Floss kids teeth nightly

4. Spend more one on one time with Mckenzy

5. Show Myles how to be more organized through example and teaching

6. Allow Mayson to be more independent he is ready

7. Learn more styles for Melody's hair